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long time no see. (actually it hasn't been so long since i last wrote, but i'm afraid that many things have happened and thus i feel very removed from the previous post and its thoughts.) i have been spending the last few days planning out my future or at least the first half of 2019. it unfortunately, and fortunately, involves plenty of travel and not enough money making.

firstly let me say, friday night (12/21) i went to see kyungsoo's movie swing kids in theaters for a one time showing. and it was beautiful and wholesome and elucidating and so fucking heartbreaking. 10/10. i sobbed quite pathetically in the theaters yet i loved the message of the film and i wish i could watch it again or recommend it in good faith to my friends. but that ending. it's too heart wrenching to experience more than once, at least for me. however, i will continue to praise it to anyone with ears around me who is interested in deconstructing capitalist and communist ideologies.

( follow the cut to my annoying and endless travel plans )

side note, how is do kyung soo the cutest man with the smoothest voice and the most amazing acting skills? how is so much talent contained in such a small, wide-eyed container? he is pure and i love him and i'm proud of him. this has been a psa. please support my son (who is older than me.)