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i was going to write an entire angry rant about my family jerking me around and ruining my night but i still live by the hard and fast rule not to document angry feelings towards people into journal entries. i don't like to immortalize being unhappy with specific people because then in the future when i've decided that i love them again, i'll reread this entry and get all angry about it round two.
so i'm not goin to go on a tirade, i'm instead going to talk healthily about my future plans as of tonight even though i have work in less than seven hours.
most important, my trip to colorado is in a couple days. i'm going to enjoy the snow and lounge in the cold high altitude mountains and languish. the view is spectacular, the company will be great, and i will get to rewatch hannibal for only the third time this year. believe it or not that's on the low end compared to 2018. which is to say, i've been really missing my murder husbands. i also am just generally missing nature and vacations to nature spots rather than big cities. my last two trips have been mostly concrete jungles and i'm excited to retire to the peace of the mountains for a while.
on top of that, i finally--FINALLY--got to the climax of my second arc in my spn fic and i'm over the moon. i've literally been working towards finally meeting this important character since i sat down to write the first sentence in early november and now here we are finally!! he got to say his first line and everything. now i can really dive in and start the third and final act of the behemoth fic when things go absolutely shit crazy. it'll be fun and really challenging to write so i'm hoping the newness of it all will keep me motivated to keep going at it. my trip might interfere a bit but i'm not gonna let it distract me. i think i've also decided to bring my laptop to the cabin too so i can write a little every day and ensure i am still chugging along. i like to keep the habit going.
lastly, bts aka my favorite group of men are in the midst of airing their reality travel show bon voyage season 4 i believe. i'm very far behind on consuming bts fan content, i mostly only keep one hundred percent up with their music and that's it. but i always see the highlights on twitter and i have to say that taehyung and jimin are truly THRIVING out here. the soulmates energy jumped out, they're just so cute and cuddly lately. i'm really feeling the urge to finally write fic for my two favorite little same age friends and i kinda think i might start in on one once the behemoth is birthed.
anyways, writing down all the things that i am actually excited about tonight rather than going on a long rant about things that pissed me off to the point of frustration tears is definitely a more productive use of my time. i can let go what was nagging at me and think to the future, the next day, when i will be working on things i like!
also kudos to me, i successfully interacted and phone called a stranger for business and it was giving me anxiety all day but i did it easily.
so i'm not goin to go on a tirade, i'm instead going to talk healthily about my future plans as of tonight even though i have work in less than seven hours.
most important, my trip to colorado is in a couple days. i'm going to enjoy the snow and lounge in the cold high altitude mountains and languish. the view is spectacular, the company will be great, and i will get to rewatch hannibal for only the third time this year. believe it or not that's on the low end compared to 2018. which is to say, i've been really missing my murder husbands. i also am just generally missing nature and vacations to nature spots rather than big cities. my last two trips have been mostly concrete jungles and i'm excited to retire to the peace of the mountains for a while.
on top of that, i finally--FINALLY--got to the climax of my second arc in my spn fic and i'm over the moon. i've literally been working towards finally meeting this important character since i sat down to write the first sentence in early november and now here we are finally!! he got to say his first line and everything. now i can really dive in and start the third and final act of the behemoth fic when things go absolutely shit crazy. it'll be fun and really challenging to write so i'm hoping the newness of it all will keep me motivated to keep going at it. my trip might interfere a bit but i'm not gonna let it distract me. i think i've also decided to bring my laptop to the cabin too so i can write a little every day and ensure i am still chugging along. i like to keep the habit going.
lastly, bts aka my favorite group of men are in the midst of airing their reality travel show bon voyage season 4 i believe. i'm very far behind on consuming bts fan content, i mostly only keep one hundred percent up with their music and that's it. but i always see the highlights on twitter and i have to say that taehyung and jimin are truly THRIVING out here. the soulmates energy jumped out, they're just so cute and cuddly lately. i'm really feeling the urge to finally write fic for my two favorite little same age friends and i kinda think i might start in on one once the behemoth is birthed.
anyways, writing down all the things that i am actually excited about tonight rather than going on a long rant about things that pissed me off to the point of frustration tears is definitely a more productive use of my time. i can let go what was nagging at me and think to the future, the next day, when i will be working on things i like!
also kudos to me, i successfully interacted and phone called a stranger for business and it was giving me anxiety all day but i did it easily.
